Motherhood: Eternal Sweet Moments...

Entered this phase of life 4 Years Ago, never imagined my life would change so much. 

Our days for preparation of arrival of a baby passed very fast in imagining it would be Girl or Boy, but I thought whatever it may be , I will love him/her eternally.We welcomed our Princess in this World on 13 Nov 2011. Such a Cutie Pie, an angel & a Sweet-heart. After C-Section delivery I could not see her for 6 days, as she was shifted to NICU for Glucose monitoring to another Children's hospital. I was just lying alone in the hospital bed thinking about her, how she looks, how she would be dealing with all the things she was undergoing in Children's Hospital. She was kept there for entire week for monitoring feeds. I could only have single glance of her only for few minutes when she was getting shifted to Children's Hospital. I waited alone in my hospital with emptiness all those days dealing with my post surgery difficulties.

 I was feeling very empty & alone, as people were coming to meet me & the Baby, but could not meet her.

I think those were some of the testing times of my life which taught me patience, to trust god & also made me strong simultaneously. I visited my baby after 6 days in that hospital. I had to guess which is my baby, as I hardly remembered her face when I saw her on first day. I touched her, searched for any resemblance she could have to me or my husband. The moment I touched her, it was the best moment of my life. I realised I was a Mother now... My Role had changed now to think about me, my dear ones & my angel. She automatically created special place in my heart. I could take her home with me that day. I had bundle of joy in my hands. My new learning phase was started from How to Catch her to How to feed her,clean & help her sooth. It was beginning of new journey altogether. I was blessed & now that small baby has turned into 4 years mischievous & lovely little girl who relaxes my soul & keeps me motivated