Motherhood: Eternal Sweet Moments...

Entered this phase of life 4 Years Ago, never imagined my life would change so much. 

Our days for preparation of arrival of a baby passed very fast in imagining it would be Girl or Boy, but I thought whatever it may be , I will love him/her eternally.We welcomed our Princess in this World on 13 Nov 2011. Such a Cutie Pie, an angel & a Sweet-heart. After C-Section delivery I could not see her for 6 days, as she was shifted to NICU for Glucose monitoring to another Children's hospital. I was just lying alone in the hospital bed thinking about her, how she looks, how she would be dealing with all the things she was undergoing in Children's Hospital. She was kept there for entire week for monitoring feeds. I could only have single glance of her only for few minutes when she was getting shifted to Children's Hospital. I waited alone in my hospital with emptiness all those days dealing with my post surgery difficulties.

 I was feeling very empty & alone, as people were coming to meet me & the Baby, but could not meet her.

I think those were some of the testing times of my life which taught me patience, to trust god & also made me strong simultaneously. I visited my baby after 6 days in that hospital. I had to guess which is my baby, as I hardly remembered her face when I saw her on first day. I touched her, searched for any resemblance she could have to me or my husband. The moment I touched her, it was the best moment of my life. I realised I was a Mother now... My Role had changed now to think about me, my dear ones & my angel. She automatically created special place in my heart. I could take her home with me that day. I had bundle of joy in my hands. My new learning phase was started from How to Catch her to How to feed her,clean & help her sooth. It was beginning of new journey altogether. I was blessed & now that small baby has turned into 4 years mischievous & lovely little girl who relaxes my soul & keeps me motivated

Happiest Phase of Life...

20 days to go…….and the most waited day will arrive in my life! Our wedding day is here! The wonder years of courtship are ending…..the best time any couple can enjoy is when they are in college, carefree and untouched by responsibity! They create their own world and can stay there without any fear…..they make bubbles of dreams and blow them with soft blows ……..hoping that these dreams fly high and come true………..they are in bliss!!Just some days ago I read a blog where a friend had written about love. I couldn’t stop myself from thinking and pondering those days when I and Kautubh had the best time of our life. We both were carefree college goers ready to enter in the new world.There are stages in a relationship….when it is fresh and new it has its charm …..but its not yet steady…..its still to survive many ups and downs…….the talks are about which movies can be watched….which restaurant is new…….which coffee shop is cool…..what time will we talk next….when will we meet next and where will we meet next……….When the relationship grows with more faith in each other ……mincing the insecurities….it shines….its stronger than before………the talks rise to a different level……the talks are about studying further……….talking about funding the same……….talking bout the wedding plans…..talking about where to settle……….and more importantly ….. settle financially….of course that doesn’t mean the romantic talks end…and one is missed less….or more….its just that the priorities change…..you grow up!I and Kautubh are towards the end of the second stage and just about to venture into the next stage which I would be able to share only after I live that time……Of course this is my view point …….opinions may differ……but the magic of love remains…the essence of it stays…..and the world becomes a much better place to live once you have found love and learnt to cherish it. And also keep it fresh even if it’s very old……it should be like wine…..the older the better…Now that I am getting married to the man who is my friend & will be the man with whom all my life will be………I am looking forward to an adventurous and power puffed yet subtle and romantic life ……